Alright, so whoever came up with the statement "time heals all wounds" must have seriously not known what they were talking about. That statement is such a lie. Time definitely does not heal all wounds. No matter how much time passes by, you'll always have those memories, those thoughts... They'll keep haunting you. They've haunted me for longer than I can say, and they'll haunt me for the rest of my life.
I wish more than anything that I can erase those memories...But unfortunately that's not going to happen. I can't control the thoughts that enter my head either. So now what? I'm not sure. I guess I'll just have to keep dealing with it; keep having nights like this where the negative thoughts are present more than ever, and it's just slightly more than I can handle. But I'm used to it by now, I think.
It's just this continuous cycle, and there's no way out.
