Boredom

I'm waiting for this ghetto online algebra textbook to load, so I figured I'd make a random post on blogger. I wish I had more followers on here that actually cared about stuff I post :/ I only have a few and I'm pretty sure no one reads my blog posts. I mean, I love to blog and I'd do it wayyyy more often, it's just that I only have a few followers and yeah. :/ Meh...

Aaaand the online textbook is loaded. I'm gonna go finish my stupid algebra homework now.

Blah.

This Summer seemed very short :( I am dreading school more than ever... I guess I better try to really enjoy and appreciate this last less-than-week until school starts... *sigh* And on top of that, I'm terrified of my Junior year. My classes were SO easy last year and homework was a very rare thing. I know I got off lucky, which was nice except I don't think I'm prepared for this year/the hard classes/the large amounts of homework I'm probably going to get. *double sigh* And on top of that (this is the most important part) I won't get to talk to/video chat with my boyfriend all day like I'm used to doing. That's going to be really hard to deal with... But unfortunately I have no choice in this, so I will just try to push through it and make the best of it if possible... Look at me being slightly positive now...yay. That probably won't last long though...

I'm almost 16, ahh.

Random pointless blog post, yeah.
Sooooooo it's about to be August 7th, which means I'm about to be 16. I will officially be 16 at 7:33 AM. Bam. Yeah. It doesn't feel like it's my birthday soon. xD This is weird yet exciting, even though I'm not having a party or anything. But still. Ahhh.

Anette Olzon Supporters

I recently made a facebook page called "Anette Olzon Supporters." Please 'like' this page if you are a fan of Anette. :)

http://www.facebook.com/home.php#!/pages/Anette-Olzon-Supporters/218163268217683

New video

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=98p3xMuR3II

Talking about why I don't enjoy popular music.

Sinead

I just did a cover of Sinead by Within Temptation! I would appreciate it greatly if whoever is reading this would go to my channel and watch it as well as my other videos and leave comments. :) Right now I'm on my phone and can't copy and paste the direct link to the video, but if you go to youtube and type in XEvanescenceXLove (my username) my videos will show up and you can go to my channel to watch Sinead and my other videos. I would also like to say a huge thank you to anyone who has watched my videos and have supported me and made me feel more confident about my singing. :)

Thats's all for now! PLEASE visit my youtube channel! Thanks. :)

Sleep Well, My Angel

I doubt anyone even reads my blog, ha. But if you do, then perhaps you'll enjoy this cover I recently did by We Are The Fallen.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZWicZ2UrQjc

This song has a lot of low notes, and I haven't done a song that's really focused on my lower range (which isn't too great seeing as how I'm a soprano). But I thought I'd try it out, and plus I love this song. So please watch! Thank you. :)

Within Temptation

You could definitely say I'm obsessed with Within Temptation. They have become one of my favorite bands, and I absolutely LOVE singing their songs. I feel like I sing their songs the best and enjoy singing them more by far out of all the other bands I listen to.

I just did yet another Within Temptation cover, which I posted on my youtube yesterday. Please watch and comment. :) (Sidenote: All of the positive comments I receive mean a lot to me and I really appreciate everyone's support.)

Here's the link to the cover:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1VHgJ5pQASM

I'll definitely be doing A LOT more Within Temptation covers in the future, so get ready. ;)

Lauren

New Nightwish+Evanescence covers!

http://www.youtube.com/user/XEvanescenceXLove?feature=mhum

Please watch my most recent covers. :) They're all listed in the sidebar. I recently did "Cadence of Her Last Breath" by Nightwish and "Breathe No More" by Evanescence. Please watch, comment, and subscribe. Thanks. :)

New Cover-Epica!

Just did an Epica cover of one of my favorite songs of theirs-Illusive Consensus. Watch please and comment/subscribe if you have a youtube account. (I'll subscribe to you too!) Also, I appreciate the positive feedback I'm getting from everyone. It really means a lot. :)

So yeah, please watch! Thanks. :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dhi5QcUquvo

Within Temptation-Faster (READ!)

So I just posted a new cover. :) This is me singing "Faster" by Within Temptation. Turn the volume higher for about the first 30 seconds. The instrumental intro is a bit quiet.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwsYSWKpwYU

Please watch, comment, and subscribe!

Thanks. :)

Singing is cool

So a few months ago I started posting videos of me singing on youtube. I'm one of those people who are desperate for views because like, no one watches them unless I post them everywhere. So, if you are currently reading this (which I doubt you are, because we all know no one reads my blog), then please check out my youtube channel. :) I will love you forever if you rate,comment,and SUBSCRIBE.

Thanks. :)

http://www.youtube.com/user/XEvanescenceXLove?feature=mhum (CLICK!)

Reality

It's something that never leaves my mind. A voice in my head that never goes away. It makes me afraid, really afraid. It makes me angry, isolated, insane. It lies to me. I try to run away from it, but it finds me again. I thought it would make me happier, but it ruined everything. It completely changed my life. It completely changed me. I don't think I'll ever be the same again. Will it go away? Will I have to make it go away with what little control I have left? And will it find it's way back again? I need to make it go away, but I just can't. I try. A lot. But somedays I don't try as much. Somedays I give in. But lately I've been trying harder. I need this to go away. I never want to remember this. I want to wake up one morning with no memory of this whatsoever. But unfortunately, the memories will always be vivid. The thoughts will always find their way back.

I am left alone to fight against this.
And I might be fighting it for the rest of my life.