Forever came too soon.

Is it sad to say that I still love you? Is it so wrong that maybe, perhaps I still miss you? I miss you a lot actually...And the fact that you're always on my mind seems even worse. I feel like the thoughts of you shouldn't affect me, or even enter my mind to begin with. And I feel as though the moment you stopped loving me is when I should have stopped loving you. And while you've long since moved on, unfortunately I have not. I'm still very much living in the past...And while I've made slight attempts to let go...It never happens. The moment I try to convince myself that I've moved on, I know that it's a lie. And yet I still manage to be living in some sort of fantasy world...Having such unrealistic dreams and wishes that are impossible. I know in the back of my mind that all of those things are also lies, yet I continue to hope that those lies will become truths, and that everything will be okay. That things will become how they used to be-if not better-and I can call you mine again. I would give anything for us to be together again... And I remember those countless times you promised you'd always love me, and that we'd be each others forever. I made those promises to you as well...But you didn't stick with them. You stopped loving me, and everything is over. I on the other hand still to this day maintain that promise to always love you. As for the second part...Well, you said we'd last forever, but forever came too soon.

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